Okay...I am not feeling exactly great, but having read a few posts...I thought I'll pick myself off the floor and start to do some DBING...if not for my M, for me, then...

I think the listing of goals, positives does help...so I will try to do short term ones..

Positives...
- H did IM me this morning at work.
- H called me around lunch time
- H didn't sound angry
(I have to work on being happier, cheerful... trying..trying...)

Short Term Goals...
None at the moment (??) Maybe..
- H initiate some intimacy by end of the week
- H communicating with me more
- H coming back home from work earlier (??)
- H wanting to spend time with us/boys this weekend.

Think that's about it for the time being...

One Day at a TIME!!
Keeping my feet firmly on the Ground....
Patience! Patience! Patience!
Be Happy!
Forgive!
Stop the Anger...the Sadness...the negativities..