Okay...I am not feeling exactly great, but having read a few posts...I thought I'll pick myself off the floor and start to do some DBING...if not for my M, for me, then...
I think the listing of goals, positives does help...so I will try to do short term ones..
Positives... - H did IM me this morning at work. - H called me around lunch time - H didn't sound angry (I have to work on being happier, cheerful... trying..trying...)
Short Term Goals... None at the moment (??) Maybe.. - H initiate some intimacy by end of the week - H communicating with me more - H coming back home from work earlier (??) - H wanting to spend time with us/boys this weekend.
Think that's about it for the time being...
One Day at a TIME!! Keeping my feet firmly on the Ground.... Patience! Patience! Patience! Be Happy! Forgive! Stop the Anger...the Sadness...the negativities..