hellkat - Thanks. Needed the hug. Am still trying to come to grips of actually what H is trying to do. I am in such a mess that I can't think straight. Can't bring myself to DBING. Am just being cold and indifferent. Am trying to work on the Mysterious bit....

Last night, I did sleep with S5. H came back about 10.30 pm. I was already asleep. He asked why I was sleeping up here. Told him that S5 is running a fever.
H: why are you still angry
Me: No, I am not. Just indifferent.
H: Don't care anymore? How now?
Me: I don't know. (Then kept quiet)Why do you need to lie about you being in STL?
H: What are you talking about?
Me: When you went away...u told me that u were in STL. You weren't, why?
H: How do you know?
Me: From the credit card bill. Shows very clearly that you were somewhere else. You went earlier to be with her? Stayed later to be with her?
H: No. I did go to STL.

H then left the room. I am pretty sure that he lied. *sigh* Do I know this guy anymore?

Next morning, he came into the room again and asked how S5 was. Again, asked if I was still angry. Then told me that the movers will be bringing some boxes over this morning. I said that I know as he has already told me so. Took the boys and left him alone in the house. I did text him..
"Honestly, I really hate seeing you turn into something that you are not. Perhaps country X would be good for you to sort urself out, even if it means that you are not coming back to us. Perhaps things were promising and good between the 2 of us for the last 2 weeks because you two had a fight. And now you have patched up, things are not so good for you and I. Happy Packing!".

I know that I am supposed to ACT AS-IF that no OW exists and be happy. Like I said, I can't bring myself to DBING. I am so dejected. *sigh* I really don't know how to ACT anymore....