Dear Fellow Sister Goddesses... Thanks for the support. At the moment I am still feeling rather emotional. Remnants from the PMS?? Haven't posted for a couple of days... I think the last one was about S8's birthday dinner on Wednesday.
Well, at dinner...all was fine until I got a call from work informing me of an incident. Called my boss to inform him, and he actually asked if I could go to see to it...The incident occurred in our factory located about 4 hours drive from my place. Was obliged to say Yes. And, so, dinner was cut short. Rushed home, showered and got ready to leave for work at 9 pm. When I left, S5 came out and cried "Mommy...don't go.." But when I called H five minutes later to ask how S5 was, he said "S5? Playing already!". Oh well....I reached the factory about 1 am and worked till 3 am. Got to the hotel and plonked on the bed. The next morning...was a busy full day...and so was Friday. Whilst I was away, H did call me few times each day. Thursday night...our teleconvo:
H: Need to check out what school to send the boys. Do you think A or B ? Me: Oh yeah...think there is B over there? H: Yeah...I know I saw, but I think I have to go and ask company X which schools are in their approved list. (Company X paying for school fees) Blah blah blah... H: You remember I told you that OW bought a house? Me:....Yeah? So? H: Well, she wants to know where we made our kitchen? Is it at the shop called SK? Me: Yeah..but can we please not talk about OW? She's something to you, but not important to me. So, I would prefer not to talk to you about her... H: Well, you know what? She told ppl that I am dumping her for the money. Me: I don't wanna know... H: Don't be sad. Don't be sad because I bring her up. The fact that I am telling you things about her means we are ok, okay? Blah blah blah...we talked about other things like the incident at my work, our mutual friends, his other coworkerts...
Friday,...I came back late and was already sleeping in bed. H went out drinks with his pals. He came back with some supper. Offered to share the food with me, and suggested TV. But I declined as I was feeling kinda tired, and really didn't feel like it.
This morning (Sat) ...we had a long long talk again. It was kinda weird. I guessed I did blew the potential positives. H wanted to kiss me and said "let's kiss...havent' kiss you for awhile". But I pulled away, and said something stupid. And that started our long talk.
