Chrissy,
I know that realizing your own sexuality may seem like it is an issue that will benefit your H, and most certainly it will, but it's more about you and what you need than fulfilling his needs. When you get to a point where you can see that this is something for you and not anyone else, it will be easier for you. I know that it's impossible to imagine experiencing things differently than you do now, but it is absolutely possible. Just keep reading and keep plugging, you'll get there.


I don't mind the sun sometime The images it shows I can taste you on my lips And smell you in my clothes Cinnamon and Sugar And softly spoken lies You never know just how you look Through someone elses eyes BHS-"Pepper"