That lonliness that feeling I have always had. That is where the hold on me is from with boyfriend 2. I have always felt alone in this world except when I was in that relationship. That was the only time I did not feel totally desolated in life. My demon is my inner lonliness and the link to my exboyfriend is he is the only person who has ever taken me away from that feeling. He is not at the root of that inner lonliness he was my relief from it for a short time. So now the quest has turned tide. How does one stop feeling as if they are walking alone through life. How does one stop feeling alone in a life full of people. I have always been surrounded by people but feel invisable to them. How do you change this?
