KAW, How great to hear from you! I'm sorry that there have been highs and lows for you and CAW but to be sore, it's to be expected and it truly sounds as though things are in a good space and moving in the right direction.
It would be great to see you start a new thread - what an inspiration for everyone on the bb but I totally understand how hard it is to find the time.
Take good care!!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.