Looking backward but only to move forward FIVE

[sage]

Hey SP1! Thanks for the bump! Made me feel remembered!

phoenix, I'll come by as soon as I can, ok?

Things here are pretty good. our house has been in shambles 'cause we're having it painted and we've both been out of sorts about that. Also, h is having a rough week due to a variety of factors (school, some residual stuff for work, not feeling well, the weather, etc) so frankly he has been in a real pissy mood. I got home last night and he was fit to be tied about everything -- it's quite scary, actually, because it reminds me of THAT time when he was freaking mad at the world. BUT, I'm doing my best not to overreact or run away or personalize (all tempting possibilities) and he's been open and expressive about his feelings and eventually DOES let me know that he's not irked at me, too.

I think a night out -- a date of some sort -- is called for.

I still haven't worked out a way to have more time on the bb. I come by on the weekends and get completely overwhelmed with not knowing where to start... I AM reading, though!!!

Sage