I dont know that I have any wisdom. You can check on my thread to see what is up with me. There seem to have been some positives, but very ballanced by lots of time with OM. It is starting to pull me apart - my W talks to me all day, then spends her evenings with OM. I wonder sometimes is she "having her cake and eating it too" - she is holding on to what was good in our M by having me there to talk to, discuss decisions with, etc, but as soon as he is available runs to him for whatever else.
Maby it is time to go dark for a while. Or maby it is time to give her an unprovoked ILY. Something needs to shake soon.
I am having a very down day. Hard to focus on positives. Had nightmares all night about OM bomb being dropped (W still acts as if I dont know/think anything is going on, still covering quite well)
Read my thread if you have time, see what you think of my "positives". Still hoping for some time with her tomorrow - trying not to get myself in a position that I will be crushed if it dosnt happen.
Hope you are doing well.
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