Quote: I still haven't gotten far enough along in my Grand Plan to figure out what to do with this excess of sexual energy
Have you considered reintroducing MB into your repertoire? You might or might not tell your H. I realize that it is against Church teaching and against your H's moral code, but if you really search your own conscience, do you believe it is a sin? Do you personally in your own soul believe that God would send people to hell (children and adults, single and married) for enjoying the pleasure of their own bodies? We know he believes this, but do you? (That's a rhetorical question-- don't want to open to debate on the board.)
