Re: HP Perhaps he will regain his spark, now that I don't care anymore, but oh yeah, I don't care anymore! Sounds like a tough place to be in for the timebeing.
HP. I get into this mental state something like this too. When I look back a week or two later what I see is BB does not feel the spark as you put it and I think the biggest thing is me just running out of steam because I am the main Relationship Caretaker.
It just takes more energy to keep all of those R plates spinning on a stick than I have energy for sometimes. Plate Spinning
HP I admire the work and effort you put into your M and family. Maybe your should give your H one of those coupon books Chrissy suggested to another poster.
For now be good to yourself in small ways when you can. Your cyber friends are here for you. I wish I could help more but you know how it goes, we all seem to be stuck on the other side of the computer screen and few seem to know how meet in-person.
