The thing is there are way too many reminders of how it once was, KWIM? Need to somehow erase any memory of how it was before to accept less now.
Sorry, I'm in a funk today too. I missed her the whole time I was gone. When I called Friday night, I obviously interupted her TV show, she stayed on the phone, but barely acknowledged anything I said. After a bit, I told her I'd let her get back to her show and hung up. Then I got home as fast as I could...couldn't wait to see her and she doesn't even get up from her sewing when I came in. No cuddling last night or this morning, last night it was 'too hot', and this morning too many other things to do.
