HP, I know that space, and it sucks. Remember back a few months when I posted something like where did my libido go? Well, it is that same space you are in. I find myself kind of drifting in and out of that.
Hugs to you. I hope you can find the key out of this weird space, because I sure haven't. I reach that i don't care anymore state, figure i'll just find happiness in the non-sexual parts, and then she throws me a bone and gets my hopes up.
BTW, the short visit this weekend to your state was enjoyable. Coming home...well, I haven't felt like I was missed at all. She's being grouchy, barely acknowledged when I got in last night, and I feel like I am walking on eggshells. She says it is nothing I did or didn't do, and darned if I can figure it out. I'm ready to take another vacation, except work is piled too deep now. Worst part is I missed her terribly and couldn't wait to get home, only to get a lukewarm at best reception.
