H had an amazing memory for how many days, hours, etc since we last ML. Truly, I just didn't think about it. I had everything else on my calendar, PTA, soccer, FlyLady zones, lunch with friends. I guess I should have been putting ML with H on the calendar. I actully think "scheduling" would have worked with me. It wasn't that I didn't want to, I just didn't think of it. Once I got going I was good, but turning to me and saying, "wanna do it?" didn't make sense to me.
He could ignore me all day, sit in his chair all night, but when it came to bedtime, he wanted me? I need a little priming, ya know?
Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.
