Thank you. I have rebelled against God, even now as I struggle, I rebel with the angry outbursts, the need to get even, etc. I hate being in the strange place, turmoil, trama, rage and indifference. I am praying and meditating. I need to know the direction to go and with the peace of going in that direction. I pray that God will guide my steps and show me what path to take and when he shows me, I need to know that is straight from God and find the strength that it will take.
I just don't know if I'll find the peace of staying with my H or peace by leaving. I pray that God will lead.
