Hi Gwyn, it doesn't seem that long ago where I finished off a post with..."I just want peace". My friends all read between the lines and came to the rescue. I was so tired and wanted out of everything...it hurt so much everyday and night.

I grew up catholic but I my relationship with God stopped being active when I entered my 20's. Well, I turned back to him the day I wrote that post about wanting peace. I kneeled down and prayed...and prayed...and....

I like to tell this story. The next day, I found peace. I still hurt every day but God heard me and I heard him. I was given an answer. I have read that you are asking God for strenght. Don't give up. Mine was a miracle because it was when I was at my lowest. It doens't really matter what happened...it just did. Since then, small things add up that help through the day...especially our friends here on this site.

When all else fails and you don't know where to turn.....look up

I am thinking of you and I'm gonna ask him to give you the same guidance he gave me.