My H and I had MC last night. It went awful. I lashed out again. So, we decided to take a one week from all of this. No contact, no seeing each other, etc. I feel empty yet I know this may be the best for now. I plan on secluding myself and spending time with my feelings, thoughts and to be much in prayer. I am actually freaking about not seeing or talking to my H but one week is better than forever if I divorced him. So I want to take this time, regroup and see where I am in a week. The only thing that disturbes me about this is that at the end of this week, my H may find peace as well - and it will be without me. Again, I am driven by fear, but I'll work on this as well. The main thing I want is some peace, I haven't found this yet and I desparately need it. Any advise?
