Just wanted to say that I had a wonderful conversation with my mom. My mom is someone I've not talked too much about this because I don't have a lot of respect in her opinion, however, she really talked some sense into me. I'm taking a HUGE leap of faith and I am going to get his marriage back on track. The one thing that I can say is tha my H loves me and I love him - he's willing to work it out with me and I know that I can say without much hesitation that he's learned his lesson and I don't really believe that I'll have to worry about him cheating again. With that said, I'm going to try and I mean really try to work on putting this mess back together. I'll use that suggestion..... I'm answering the door so I need to straighten up. That was very helpful to me.
I do know that it's not going to be easy but what is the alternative, to leave a man that I'm totally in love with? What good is that? I'll still be sad so why not try to be with the man I love while I still have the precious gift that he's given me - a loving and remorseful heart. What else can anyone ask for?