Thank you for your post. Truthfully speaking, I was very reserved in marrying my H but I decised to marry him because I loved him and he loved me and I knew I wanted him in my life. I was as happy as I could be in my marriage. I confided in all of my friends that I did not know what I did in life to deserve such happiness. I think that is why I am so devastated. Our marriage lacked nothing, it was "perfect". I know that's hard to believe, but we were VERY happy.
