Thank you. You've made me cry, not in a bad way, but in a WHOA, it is "me" not "him" that needs to change. God has just answered me through your words.
I've read your thread and I know that you don't want to be here but God has you here for a special reason. You give wonderful counsel and have brought so much peace to me on several occasions as well as many others.
As it stands now, we're living apart because I just couldn't take it anymore and neither could my H so it's best for now. I really do need to get in control of me. I need to get to that place of being remorseful for my behavior and to look at the good, the positive and my inner strength, rather than dwelling on the bad, the negative, and my weaknesses. I find strength and encouragement in your words and I will continue my journey in finding my peace with scriptures and prayers.
