Quote: My H is fed up and he doesn't want to even see me anymore.
What is he fed up with specifically do you think? Make a list. Then STOP doing those things, at least in his presence. This is your personal journey now. I understand, we all understand, that this isn't a journey you decided to embark on and it's not fair that you're there. But you *are* there. Take a deep breath. Who do you want to be? When you look back on this tragedy 5 years from now, what qualities would you be most proud to have displayed?
"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."
