Thanks. I know this sounds stupid, but I'm not sure all "this hard work" is worth it. After all, I have very little invested in this marriage. No kids, really no time, and I'm very capable of taking care of myself so I don't need his financial support.
I know I sound like I'm very confused and I guess it's because I am. One minute I want to work things out, the next minute, I can't stand the thought of being with him. Normal I'm sure, but H is putting so much pressure on me to make a decision and I just can't.
