Yeah, no kidding. My H seems to want to work this out but I'm having real trouble with moving forward. I have built a wall around me and I don't want him in. He is too painful for me. I'm hoping this will pass and in time I hope it will. I'm preparing myself either way, with or without him because frankly, when you get right down to it, I have to decide what's best for me. Unfortunately, I will hurt either way and I need advise on which hurt is more useful in the long haul. I love my H so I've got to find away to get through this. I would love any advise.
