I know it's already a beautiful late Saturday Morning down there but please...send up a flare. I want to know if you at least have started any bar fights recently.
Hi guys and thanks to all of you that have been checking up on me. I have gone dark like you all suggested well maybe a shade of grey at the moment and whilst I haven't meant to go dark on all of you I have been laid up with a bad virus for a week, hence no computer time only time alone in bed. So my last update was H came and fixed son's bike, we didn't speak on Monday at all and Tuesday he rang me at home as I wasn't in at work to check if I was O.K., he could tell I wasn't and said he would pick up S that night and drop him to school the next day to help me out so I let him. He then rang Wednesday and Thursday to see how I was feeling and then Friday came and got S for night as it was his Friday to have him. He did have a coffee b4 leaving and everything was pleasant enough nothing startling but O.K., saw him for coffee Saturday when he dropped S home. No contact Sunday, he rang Monday to say hello and rang my older Son on Tuesday morning to wish him Happy Birthday but I didn't speak and then he rang me at work later to say Hi. No contact today so far and that's about it. So I am not persuing just taking each day as it comes, no expectations and acting as thought I don't really care either way so it's just a wait and see game at the moment. Thanks for all your advice and will keep you updated but just not alot to tell...KDU I am looking at all your sitch's just not commenting much at the moment as don't have alot of time, I will rectify this soon.....KDU
Hi guys thanks for your words. BB yeah still have a rotten hacking cough that I think will be around for a few weeks and get tired very quickly but am definately better than last week. I think I have got to a point at the moment where I just dont give a rats about what is going on with H. He needs time he can have it, I can't control him, I can't make things happen so I just need to be very distant and if he wants to persue then he can but I won't be jumping at it either, time for him to chase me alot and if he doesn't well it tells me more. Sorry but just fed up with the whole sitch.....KDU
I think I have got to a point at the moment where I just dont give a rats about what is going on with H. He needs time he can have it, I can't control him, I can't make things happen so I just need to be very distant and if he wants to persue then he can but I won't be jumping at it either, time for him to chase me alot and if he doesn't well it tells me more. Sorry but just fed up with the whole sitch
Don't be sorry. I think you're my new hero.
I'd say you should ask Anna for an application to get into Phase 2 except it seems you already knocked down the door of that pub and marched right in!
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Yup, we can't control our Hs ...only ourselves. Was at a spa yesterday (day that H left) and while I was being "scrubed" head-to-toe with lemon-scented scrub, I was thinking to myself..."mmmm if H continues to provide for the boys, and I could still enjoy all this...life won't be so bad without a man, is it?" So, I can't control what H wants to do, but I can control the way I live mine. And I am gonna continue to lead life happily with or without H....(but of course, hopefully WITH).
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