I think I have got to a point at the moment where I just dont give a rats about what is going on with H. He needs time he can have it, I can't control him, I can't make things happen so I just need to be very distant and if he wants to persue then he can but I won't be jumping at it either, time for him to chase me alot and if he doesn't well it tells me more. Sorry but just fed up with the whole sitch

Don't be sorry. I think you're my new hero.

I'd say you should ask Anna for an application to get into Phase 2 except it seems you already knocked down the door of that pub and marched right in!


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