Hi guys and thanks to all of you that have been checking up on me. I have gone dark like you all suggested well maybe a shade of grey at the moment and whilst I haven't meant to go dark on all of you I have been laid up with a bad virus for a week, hence no computer time only time alone in bed. So my last update was H came and fixed son's bike, we didn't speak on Monday at all and Tuesday he rang me at home as I wasn't in at work to check if I was O.K., he could tell I wasn't and said he would pick up S that night and drop him to school the next day to help me out so I let him. He then rang Wednesday and Thursday to see how I was feeling and then Friday came and got S for night as it was his Friday to have him. He did have a coffee b4 leaving and everything was pleasant enough nothing startling but O.K., saw him for coffee Saturday when he dropped S home. No contact Sunday, he rang Monday to say hello and rang my older Son on Tuesday morning to wish him Happy Birthday but I didn't speak and then he rang me at work later to say Hi. No contact today so far and that's about it. So I am not persuing just taking each day as it comes, no expectations and acting as thought I don't really care either way so it's just a wait and see game at the moment. Thanks for all your advice and will keep you updated but just not alot to tell...KDU I am looking at all your sitch's just not commenting much at the moment as don't have alot of time, I will rectify this soon.....KDU
