Thanks Yoyo....I am thinking about him alot today and in my own head I have thought of many reasons to send him a text or to ring him not about his decision but any other little reason but I have refrained. I will see him on Friday night when he picks up S so I have to stay strong until then. I am sure he will ring tomorrow to check on those arrangements or at worse he will ring Friday to check its still O.K. I am so worried that I may have pushed him to make a decision he is not ready to make, really he has to decide to get rid of OW and if he is not ready to do that well I have to move on without him and hope he comes to his senses b4 I have decided to not give him a 2nd chance. If H says it is too soon for him to decide then I guess I will have to say to him well at least you know what I am prepared to do should you change your mind and in the meantime I guess we have to just get on with our lives and the future will bring whatever it brings......I would then make sure we didn't ML anymore....See I can see what I have to do I am now just having 2nd thoughts on what I have done but I think it had to be done in order for me to GAL properly. O.K. self analyzing over until the next time....KDU out....
