Wow KDU...
That must have taken a lot out of you. What a way to stand up for what you want. Geez....that must have been tough. I think that you should fight for what you believe in...just dont let him screw with your head. I cant wait to see how things turn out. No matter what...YOU CAN live without him....I know that it seems hard but you can. I completely understand how you feel. Sometimes its like f*ck it...and the other times you want to go full force.. I hope that you are doing well about everything and I am here to listen