The trouble is, OW2 is not a 'past hurt' - she's here NOW and I know he carries on with her after he has visited me.
I forgave him for OW1; it's harder to forget OW2 this time as 1. he still goes to her and 2. he got her 2 weeks after he 'dumped' me again, and that was after telling me we were back together.
As you know, that is a little hard to take. I cannot continue to forgive him for these women because even if we did reunite, I would have no guarantee that he wasn't still getting it elsewhere.
I am okay with him as long as she isn't mentioned, but then DD4 says her name and I just want to kill him.
I need to either be around him less or find some way of controlling the hate I feel.
