Nicely done on the website! And great news on the book finalizing.
Your posts sounds like you were in a rough mood and let it out a bit toward him. I like how you held further digs back, tho. I know he is triggering negative emotion from you right now, but try to keep acting "as-if" in a more positive tone, as this seems to get him to act more positively in return, at least as your posts have read over the past 4-5 wks.
It also seems like you are feeling your care for him more, at least from your glum reaction to his presence. Have you done any reading or thinking about this by yourself lately? I say this 'cause I realized I've let my reading decline over the past 4-5 months, and I don't want stagnate or become complacent.
