Oh believe me Gabe, I did say everything I put in my post, to X except I left out the whore bit and just called her 'that woman' (I refuse to refer to either of them by name, although EX-OW ocassionally gets called Mrs Simpson because that's her name and there was this woman called Mrs Simpson who was in love with this English king and he forfeited the throne to be with her because she was a divorcee and a commoner - therefore I like playing on the 'Mrs Simpson' theme and it drives EX-OW nuts ).
I am so furious at the way he's been treating me and the way he throws himself around that I am beyond trying to be nice to him. To me there's no point. I'm not going to get my kids, I'm not going to get him and even if I could have him I'm not sure I would when he seems to have slept with half the home ed women in Britain.
Ugh. It's a good job I got a HIV test a couple of months back which was negative, otherwise I would be worried.
Honestly, it just feels to me like if I'm nice to him when he treats me bad he has no reason to treat me any better, and I feel trapped and hemmed in by him. He seems to have been contacting me every flipping day lately and I just don't want to hear from him.
I feel pretty miserable now and think I should just leave this board because everyone is sick of me and I am a disaster zone.
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