Yikes...I am a little out of control. I am scared and hurt....
BQT - Of course you are scared and hurting. We all are or have been at some point in this process. But remember, this is not YOUR failure. You did not cause him to have an A, nor should you be subjected to abuse of any kind. You have managed t move through this with dignity and strength. Please rememeber that. Letting go is so hard and scary. But it is amazing that once you do it, you feel much more in control of your life, your feelings. your sitch. Yes, it's scary. But you can do it. Please take care and we are thinking of you...
((((((BQT))))))
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
