Hey BQT did you not read my post properly. I may have been a bit firm in my opinion but girlie it is just my opinion and probably shaded by my own sitch but I did say don't you every worry about talking honestly on these boards as nobody will judge you. If you look at everybody's threads and read right back to the beginning I doubt you will find one person here who hasn't been weak themselves at some point in time. We all have our own journey's to make and some of us will get the outcome we want and some of us wont but we are all entitled to make our own mistakes and be weak or strong when we feel like it as we are the ones living this nightmare. We are all here to support you give you our thoughts and opinions and you job is to think over what people have said and only apply the stuff that makes sense to you. DO NOT WORRY ABOUT BEING WEAK we all are at different times. BQT I hate to see you beating yourself up, you are worthwhile here on this board as I am sure alot of others will tell you, you are just a bit down at the moment and that is fine, start venting dont you dare be embarrassed come on luvvy put it all down in writing it will make you feel better and you will get stronger every day...((((((BQT))))))).....Kim(KDU)
