So sorry to hear about this turn in your sitch. Sounds a little like mine. H kept telling me it was over when it was secretly still gong on. Please go back to DR and re-read the LRT and the After the LRT. You have to decide if you are to the point that you have had enough. Because you do deserve better. That was the decision I had to make. The lies and deceit were taking such a toll on me. I could barely function. I had to separate from H and detach. But you need to make the decision that is right for YOU and D1. Re-read those sections and ask yourself those difficult but necessay questions. Post here and ask for advice if you need! We are here for you!
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
