I have had a wondeful weekend and guess what I rode my bicycle to the beach on Sunday. It was nice, actually it was a little overcast but smooth sailing...lol(took 2 hours there and 1 hour back...guess I was warmend up...oh Hannah Devin and H went too)
Friday night was a little weird. I was laying on the bed watching some television when H phone rang it was Melinda...he showed me and didnt answer, then it rang again it was from her house...he didnt answer, then it did a little beep (text message)"My phone sucks" (beep again) "Call me" then a weird ring (voice mail message) Call me. I didnt get upset or at least didnt show it. As far as I know he didnt return her call(at least not that night) and on Saturday we went to a company picnic for H work...it was fun and I learned that three leg races are hard...LOL! Sunday was our bike ride and I was tired so we went out to dinner and when we came home H worked on the computer for awhile....I looked this morning and he received a new text message last night from Melinda "I love you my baby"...he didnt tell me about this one. I guess that I am upset because the love word and the reason that I looked was because I felt there was a little distance with us last night....oh well I guess!
This has made me a little insecure....why I dont know! I called H this morning and he seemed a little rude....I dont know if I am taking it that way or if he is just tired. I asked if he was upset with me and he said what do I have to be upset about....very grumpy. I guess that I am getting nervous....its almost been a month(the time he wanted to see if we can work out)she is still calling him and text messaging him...but mainly the ILU stuff.
I have still been real positive and really trying to not allow this stuff to bug me so then I will not talk about it or try the R talk. I am just getting butterflies and wondering what I should do now. I am sure that H will talk to Melinda today and it urks me....lol! Any suggestions?
