I received two calls from a Victorville, Ca # that didnt say anything. Maybe I am jumping to conclusions but I just think that it is strange....because of the one day Albert supposedly pulled off the freeway to rest and Melinda had a room a couple buildings over. I just hate feeling like this. I did call Albert today and of course no answer. It just makes me wonder.
You received those calls... did you call the number back and ascertain what that was about?
Your skepticism is warranted, of course, as it's based on H's previous history. You need more transparency from H, not unanswered calls at times like this.
The number that called me called my home phone and I did try to call back and of course no answer. Maybe it is just a similar incident...but it bugs me.
Thank you NY....I agree with you....I need to have him answer his calls and be more open!
Okay....I guess that I jumped to conclusions. The number that called was a guys cell phone number trying to contact another guy at work. He called again yesterday....lol! H got online yesterday at the house and Melinda was online...he got off fast and told me that she was online and that is was better if he just got off the computer. He said that he isnt talking to her(who knows) Last night was a pretty good night....I took Hannah for a bike ride with Devin we had so much fun. The only weird thing that happened last night was that i fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up at midnight Albert was on the computer on a Cingular website....made me wonder what he was doing.
Well, don't forget The Packers play the Chargers tonight on ESPN......Go Packers!
Okay....maybe I won't be able to do this thing. Albert didnt have to work until late tonight and I called him about Devin and he hasnt answered back....am I a freak
I have had a wondeful weekend and guess what I rode my bicycle to the beach on Sunday. It was nice, actually it was a little overcast but smooth sailing...lol(took 2 hours there and 1 hour back...guess I was warmend up...oh Hannah Devin and H went too)
Friday night was a little weird. I was laying on the bed watching some television when H phone rang it was Melinda...he showed me and didnt answer, then it rang again it was from her house...he didnt answer, then it did a little beep (text message)"My phone sucks" (beep again) "Call me" then a weird ring (voice mail message) Call me. I didnt get upset or at least didnt show it. As far as I know he didnt return her call(at least not that night) and on Saturday we went to a company picnic for H work...it was fun and I learned that three leg races are hard...LOL! Sunday was our bike ride and I was tired so we went out to dinner and when we came home H worked on the computer for awhile....I looked this morning and he received a new text message last night from Melinda "I love you my baby"...he didnt tell me about this one. I guess that I am upset because the love word and the reason that I looked was because I felt there was a little distance with us last night....oh well I guess!
This has made me a little insecure....why I dont know! I called H this morning and he seemed a little rude....I dont know if I am taking it that way or if he is just tired. I asked if he was upset with me and he said what do I have to be upset about....very grumpy. I guess that I am getting nervous....its almost been a month(the time he wanted to see if we can work out)she is still calling him and text messaging him...but mainly the ILU stuff.
I have still been real positive and really trying to not allow this stuff to bug me so then I will not talk about it or try the R talk. I am just getting butterflies and wondering what I should do now. I am sure that H will talk to Melinda today and it urks me....lol! Any suggestions?
Another weird thing that was said yesterday by H while we were out to dinner... "If I wasn't at home what would you have done this weekend...maybe a date." Why is he thinking about being gone...is the month really getting to the end
It didn't sound to me like he's thining of being gone, sounded more like he's concerned with what YOU'D be doing if you had the chance.
Anyway, BQT, this is mind reading stuff. After you're done figuring out what your H's thinking, please be so kind as to channel my ex and tell me what she's thinking. Thanks.
I don't know about the text messages. I don't know what H's thinking either. I've only just figured out two seconds ago what may *possibly* be behind my ex's behavior. So all I'm saying is "when in doubt, ya can't figure it out, let it go until ya have a clearer picture to think on it about."
