Just to update you all a little. Things have been good between me and H. We have been getting along really well. I am just hoping that he isn't using me because we have Devin for a month. I guess the main reason that I am posting is because I am nervous about the entire stitch. I want to trust but its hard and Melinda text messaged him on Sunday...and who know how many other times. I just hate Wednesday's....Melinda told me along time ago that she has this day off. Albert has to work in Victorville, Ca today and had to leave at 3am....well at 307am I received two calls from a Victorville, Ca # that didnt say anything. Maybe I am jumping to conclusions but I just think that it is strange....because of the one day Albert supposedly pulled off the freeway to rest and Melinda had a room a couple buildings over. I just hate feeling like this. I did call Albert today and of course no answer. It just makes me wonder. I just want to move completely forward and to do this I wish that I knew for sure that he wasn't talking to her anymore but I know he might still be. I really dont know what to do but I guess that I can only do is put a smile on my face and fake it(right Anna)
Well, I have still been riding my bike with Hannah in the back and she loves it. I am still doing things for myself....and actually I have been really positive and looking forward...its just the Wednesday blues...lol! (Although I am not really blue)
