Its hard....really really hard! H told me that he talked to Melinda...WTF! H said that he would not do this and look he is doing it. You can not talk to the OW...its not okay. What is he thinking....how can we think about trying to work things out if this is going on. I am sad, hurt and frusterated. I hate this girl....she ruins all my feelings and I am dumb enough to let her. H is gone with the kids...I dont know what to say or do now. I feel like saying F*ck it but its hard I dont want to feel like a failure. Just venting!
