Thank you all for your input on my stitch....it really means a lot to me....
Update... The weekend went well. I gave a baby shower to my dear friend and Albert watched Hannah and Devin while I was gone. My mom is getting very irritated that Albert is around so much....she is not supportive at all. I just tell her to stay away from my situation at home....believe me she is crazy about it and she doesnt know anything exept that he had an affair.....she is an entire other stitch.
H did watch the kids and they had a great time. H is trying to put effort into showing me that he is sorry...but I haven't caved yet...lol! I am trying to stay strong. H had his phone off the majority of the weekend when I saw him because he didnt want all of the calls from OW (supposedly) and for once his brother told me that he thought that Albert was serious this time. I am trying not to be hopeful because I dont want to be let down again like always. I am just being me and trying to enjoy life and realizing that there are a lot of people out there that like to try and make it miserable(family)
I want to be happy and feel good....I am hoping to accomplish this! I still dont know what is going to happen with H but like I said I want to be happy.