I have thought this about her before, that she has an aversion to the yuckiness. As I mentioned about a week ago, she surprised me (although I shouldn't have been surprised) when she said that she doesn't like french kissing because tongues are "icky." And, because tongues are icky, she doesn't want them in her mouth, in her ear, on her boobs, or in her vagina.
HP, who knows why she has an aversion to sex. It could be for one or many reasons. The deal is, she is not making any sort of visible effort to overcome it, or deal with it. She would rather, it seems, not do it with me and put forth gigantic efforts in justifying this behavior. If we had spent the past 8 days making love instead of making war, my penis would be about ready to drop off from overuse, rather than it's sorry state of atrophy right now. (Oops, did I overshare?)
She's eventually going to have to deal with this, because I am in her life on a daily basis, have just declared I am not leaving, and have told her that I can not be quiet about not feeling loved anymore.
I got a V because I did not want to get her pregnant as a result of the bi-annual sex we were having. You know, it only takes one of the little buggers to increase your tax exemptions for the next 18 years. I didn't want her taking the pill any more, and she said she didn't want me to wear condoms. I had no problem ending my fertility.
