I'm so glad your PMA is up so high! You sound wonderful!
Quote: As for Ex, no contact since this w/e. Everytime I start having the expectation that he may call, I divert the thought by thinking that maybe there is trouble in paradise!! I have also came to the realization that he had a serious EA w/me this w/e and was very close to a PA! Which means, will I ever be able to trust him if we had a R again?
Yeah, just don't go there right now. When/if he comes back, you can take your time and explore that whole mess of issues. Right now, maybe just enjoy the though of "trouble in paradise", just not too much!
