Ok, my mind is not on sex.....hmm, well, not much anyways!
Most all of my 'to do' list is complete, I have a pile of bills and paperwork to sort or just hide as I don't want ex going through any of my stuff tomorrow. (have to hide things on the puter also, jic!) I figure if ex is too much of a 'bear' to be w/I'm going out and leave him w/k's!
The company has still not made up their mind on hiring, but I will know by Monday.
I didn't get on here much yesterday, we had storms in the afternoon and that is always fun! S9 has no idea why the power goes out, and always asks me to 'fix' it. Last time this happened, he gave up on me and asked his brother to change the light bulb! So, we had fun last nite playing a game of hiding under the blanket since a tornado had touched down close to here. Every time I said tornado, s9 said a 'tomato' (due to his speech disability) Luckily, we had no 'tomatoes' hit us!
I think I am ready for this visit from ex. I haven't given up totally on a future R w/him; I just know that I'm not looking for it right now. So, that should come off to him as a 180� from what I have done recently. If the weather holds out for tomorrow, it will be in the 80's and sunny in the afternoon, so I am going to suggest that we take the k's to the beach for the day. I'm hoping ex will go for that, as I have a nice bikini to wear - it's not new, but he always liked it! If he doesn't, I'm still strutting around in my dd's shorts! T
