Ex called - right after his free minutes kicked in! Of course I told him football was on, so he said he could call back another time. I said it was ok, eagles/steelers are not my fave!
First he says he probably can't make it this w/e, I told him the next w/e is not a good one for me (end of month and no $, and the kids starting school the following week-but didn't say this to him; he thinks I have 'plans') So he quickly changes his mind and says he can work on making it this w/e! Is he more anxious to see me than I am him??
I've got my PMA up high right now, I think I am ready for his visit. I have an interview first thing tomorrow, one of the girls from the temp agency is going w/me (never had that happen b4!) but that might be a plus! I was able to sidetrack the job sitch w/both dd25's this w/e and also while ex was on the phone. So, if that goal doesn't materialize by this w/e, it just won't be up for discussion.
I'm not going to focus on too much of my life anyways. Keep him wondering, and I am going to flirt like crazy. (Hope- I've worked out my guidelines in my head and I will stick to them) I also figure that he is one of the many fish in the sea, and I will do what I can to bait him this w/e. Then next week, back to gal and leave him wondering what happened here! I'm not sure what is going on in his life w/ow right now, but she better watch out; I will be major competition.
Am I pumped up or what? (and my football team plays Thur nite, I'll tape it and watch my guys again just b4 ex gets into town) T
