Well, Gabe, if I was closer to your part of the world, i'd invite you out for a drink tonight so we could cry in our beer together. oh, wait -- I hate beer!

I think that might be part of my mood here today; I'm looking 'hot' today, (the working out paid off, even tho I haven't done it in a couple of days and I've been doing my hair different lately) and there's no one around to appreciate it. The boys could really care less!

I don't like the bar scene tho, and I wouldn't want to get into convos w/any1 so guess I'm staying in and keeping this look all to myself!

I am missing the company of ex, even missing the phone calls where he dumped all his problems on me. But I have to let go for now. I have a feeling that he will be back around; there's been too many times he hasn't been sure of the div, and he keeps trying hard to push me farther away. That's why I have backed up b4 things got any more out of control.

Know what my secret is that is getting me so pumped lately? FOOTBALL
3 more weeks! I start to feel down and I turn my thoughts to that. I'm using that philosophy w/ex also. NOBODY bothers me while a game is on, so why should I let him bother me while my life is going on? He can wait until a commercial break! hahahaha!

GO BLUE!!!!!