quick update here ...... oh well, uh, yea, I just need to vent a little!!
He called. Somehow, I just knew he would, (even tho I kept telling myself to have no expectations) Not much of a convo:
Me: I didn't expect you to call Him: what did you think, that I would never call again? Me: there's nothing to talk about. Him: How is s9? Me: ok. Him: Listen, I don't want to argue w/you.... Me: I'm not arguing, I don't have time to talk, bye.
Ok, so here are my thoughts that I want to vent. HE chose to be out of our lives, I'm going to keep moving forward by not focussing on him and start getting my life in order. So, why does he have to call once a week to talk? All he ever says about s9 is 'how is he?' (lately I am only saying ok, since he isn't interested in any more than that) And the worst part of this -- he is telling my family that he wanted to come here to visit us and now he can't since I'm not speaking to him????
What did I do wrong now???
No, I think the real issue is; is that I'm not 'listening' to him. I don't want to waste my time hearing about his troubles. And by not having convos w/him I am the bad guy!?!?!? well, he can just have his little tantrum fit. This will pass.
Sorry, I just had to get this off of my mind. I may stop taking his phone calls for a while! Then I really wouldn't be talking to him! T
