Sorry, Wes, missed your post about the biker bb. I have some interest in it, but it probably wouldn't be totally genuine at the moment, so I will leave that for the future.
Part of my desire to return to Mich is to show ex that I can live w/o him and I realize I haven't really shown him that recently. I CAN and WILL do that from wherever I find a job. That is the critical step that I need in my life right now; a 'job', not ex and I am back to working on that.
Last week, I told him that he was leading me on, which he said no, and I proceeded to vent everything that he does that gives me hope. (totally against dbing, but it's done now!) During the whole argument, he kept on about just being friends.
I sent him an email last nite, I'm tired of the games, nothing will ever change, there is no hope in working things out. (re: the sitch w/s9 and his saying he will come see him one minute and saying no the next!)
He emailed back, ok, talk to you soon!
He is still playing games! I don't know how to respond, I don't want to talk to him until he can start showing a little attention and concern over our s.
I am trying so hard to step out of his life right now and let him deal w/everything, then I can focus on ME; yet he keeps me involved. Do I just go dark for now?
