A little bit drained (physically and emotionally) here!
Yesterday did not go well at all. Halfway to the interview, I couldn't find the right road, managed to get turned back around and came into a road construction/detour! Spent another hour just driving aimlessly, and had to cancel the interview. The company sent a very negative response back when I told them I didn't wish to schedule another interview.
Then s9 was not in much of a good mood last night, (my low didn't help any) and we tried to get hold of dad and he wouldn't talk to us!
I had a very good phone interview this morning tho, and that has helped boost me up. (it's close enough to hold on moving, too!)
Ex wants to talk this evening, which may only be a false promise. He is totally focused on his other k's now and didn't even acknowledge s9 last nite. I am trying to let go of this anger, but it's very difficult. It seems that ex blows him off since he is disabled and that is just eating at me.
Ok, breathe, in out in out a little calmer. I'll keep working on it.
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