Ex actually called 4x Wednesday nite. I didn't talk to him and have had the ans machine off lately. (maybe I should have turned it on to hear what degree of anger he is at) No word from him at all yesterday. But I did hear that he went behind my back and let it out some that his other ex and I talked. (it came back to me through her!)
I have 3 interviews scheduled for the first of next week. 2 of them on my bday! How would that be for a gift to me?
We have plans all day tomorrow for s8's bday. I have heard that ex never had made any plans to come here for it. This is becoming a big issue w/me right now and I am trying hard not to blow up over it.
And that is part of our problem. There is way too much pressure in our interactions, has been for a long time. I usually was the one to blow up and WA, he would always stew about it and then play dirty.
I am just sitting back here and seeing what he does next. At this point, I don't know if I really see an R in our future. A lot will depend on what actions he takes next. I'm not totally giving up yet, I will keep my best positive attitude when we talk next. And let him deal w/his own issues. T
