Trinaa- Upon thought I just wanted to add...cheating for the sake of a 180? I think you better start with the basics and really learn the gist of what DBing is all about. Don't do a 180 for the sake of doing a 180. I've never killed someone. So should I do that as a 180? Ok. An extreme example. Figure out your goals. Figure out YOU and what you want to be and what will make you feel good about who you are. Probably a thread focusing specifically on your personal sitch and your personal growth would be a good way to start bouncing your thoughts off on others.
