If you are here to save your M, or just yourself...I don't think cheating is what you are looking for. It only will make things more complicated and make you feel more confused than you already do. Hanging out with a guy friend is one thing, and sometimes this is something that gets the WAS paying attention, but if you are putting yourself in a tempting position, it is not healthy. If and when you are absolutely sure you don't want to work on your M and you are healed from this...and you want to date, go for it. Until then...I wouldn't consider it.
