Thanks still..for the positiveness! I keep feeling better every day that goes by. Today H emailed me and told me he was going to a concert at a park, and I told him I am going to get my hair done. I think he wanted to see if I'd show up there b/c last time he was there I showed up, all dressed up, to seduce him...even tho I knew he was with OW (This was right after he moved in W.her) and I danced and had fun and he felt miserable b/c I wasn't with him and every guy was watching me. That's when I knew I had a certain sexual power, even tho he wouldn't admit it! He said it made him angry and that he had a horrible time etc...but I think it really made him upset to see I could have a good time w/out him. I am going out after work tomorrow with the ppl from work cuz it's our last day of summer school. Haven't told H yet, not sure if I should.